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A Personal History of Video Games

Going Back Decades

I've been playing video games for decades now.

I played some of the first classic games upon release. Secret of Monkey Island. Another World. Even obscurities now lost to time, like the French scifi game Captain Blood.

I fondly remember arthouse developers from back in the day, like Psygnosis.

Here's what the timeline was like, for me.

What Is A Video Game?

There was always a question, from the beginning, as to what computer games were really about.

Were they games?

Were they military simulations?

Were they art?

That was one axis.

Were they about doing (often violence), or thinking?

That was another axis.

What was the level of complexity? Abstraction? Purposefully low - or maximally high?

That was yet another axis.

And there were more.

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Early Video Games as Art

In the beginning, they couldn't be simulations, because the graphical resolution was too low.

That kept a certain element out: people who liked a tough, brutal aesthetic. It just wasn't real enough. People who liked that kind of entertainment stayed away.

So video games evolved in an artsy, abstract direction, including mainstream releases.

Even Mario had his chiptune soundtrack and stylized, angular monsters.

It was partly necessity: that's what games at the time could do.

It attracted that crowd. It become self-selecting and self-supporting. Many games seemed like borderline art school projects.

If you were in this group, that puts the history of video games in a different light. Your milestones are different.

How Doom Changed Everything

When Doom came around, in 1995, it was a little ominous (not just in the game design).

One one level, Doom was fine. I could see that, technically, it broke new ground.

At the same time, it wasn't really my kind of game. Contrary to the news reports, I wasn't 'electrified'.

The colors were drab. As much buzz as it got, I didn't find everything about it to be genius. It gets old, moving around the same dungeons, going bang-bang.

I had favorite games back then too. Doom wasn't one.

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Next came Quake.

Doom had some gonzo creativity going for it, but Quake, to me, just seemed boring; now they were really going hard for simulation. It felt like a claustrophic game of paintball.

I could enjoy that in small doses in a James Bond movie, but I wouldn't call 8 hours of it 'entertainment.'

When Every Game Became Doom

There was a history of people playing video games pretty seriously at that point. But the perception hardened around the Quake/Doom player as the quintessential video game player.


It was just one more kind of game, one flavor of many. But that, increasingly, became what games were about: iterating on the Doom/Quake model, until the present day.

A bad turn, from my point of view.

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A Return to Art

From my perspective, games started out good. They were original. They worked within tight constraints. They were mind-warping. They were strange.

A lot of the developments post-Doom I didn't particularly like. By college, I'd quit entirely.

Years later, I got back into 'indie' games, which, as the name implies, is a niche.

But from my perspective, those games continued the original tradition. They are art.

It's a different view on game history - one where games started out fun, lost their way when they become commercial, and then splintered off in a way an art lover could love again.

It's also a reminder, when you see a definitive history of 'how it happened' - the milestones, the breakthroughs, the notable achievements - it may not be as agreed upon as Google suggests.

For me, the real history has yet to be written.